Hey Pat!

Sorry to hear you're all bummed out. I get that way all the time too!
Looks like Z and Jay have given you very good advices, more than I
could but I just wanted you to know that I'm here too and I feel your
pain.

Bryan "The Monk" Chaisone
P.S. Work on yourself, concentrate on improving yourself (knowledge and
career). Things have always have a way of working themselves out.
Don't worry, be happy. It is always darkest before dawn. Feel free to
email me any time.

If al else fails... I can always take you to a very very enjoyable two
weeks in Thailand, if time and money allows of course. Hehehe... Chin
up! Buddy!